January 2011
35 posts
To my bestfriend, I know lately I’ve not been a good friend to you. We don’t share stories like we used to. We don’t laughed like idiots like we tend to. Actually I missed us. I missed how the two of us would go out together, yes just the two of us. I missed how after school I will always go to your house. I missed how I would send you home. I missed how we would swapped...
“You’re so afraid to taking chances, how you gonna reach the top…”
Why the word 'hate' exist
I don’t get it. Seriously.
I don’t understand how a person can hate another without knowing or talking to them. Isn’t that just bullshit, but hey, I don’t hate you. You wanna know why? Cause I am a nice human being. I don’t hate someone just by judging on their looks or how they dress or walk or talk. The word ‘hate’ erupts in me when someone tries to...
It's so true
“A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.”
Well that quote I found in one of my girlfriend’s tumblr and the sentence is so true. Today me and my friends went to our usual place to study and before that I wasn’t in the mood already.
I pretend to act cool but it was harder then I thought it would be. There’s...
6981.) Being so close to someone for years, but as...
I'm on my own
I’m sorry but I’m not in the fucking mood right now.
I don’t know if it’s me or the people around me. Or maybe I’m just too tired or perhaps I don’t tend to bother about anything. I’m really pissed right now but thank God, at least Thima made me smile.
I’m having that mood swing again. And I’ll tell you, it’s so annoying!
If only I...
“3 freaking weeks of being sick is not awesome…”
It's a beautiful day, love
Hello citizens of Singapore. Today I was like this….
Even though I’m sad at certain time of the day, in the end there’s still a big smile on my face. I <3 you dear, and I really meant it this time.
I hate the person in the mirror staring back at me every morning. I don’t even know who is that person anymore. I keep telling myself that I’ll find a way to keep on going, that I’ll find a new reason. But I’m starting to realize that I’m a horrible liar.
I wanted it to be perfect so badly for me and Mark, that I forced myself into thinking it was. I told myself that...
What hurts the most...
……. is being so close.
You were my first love, you were my first heartbreak. You caused me so much pain, so many scars. I’d like you to know that I still cry about you, that every time I see you, my stomach still falls to the ground. Why are you still fucking with my sanity?
Well, you told me to forget about you but I don’t think I can. Why? Why should I...
I just don't get it
I’ve told ya, luck won’t come again next time cause I’ve used up all of it…
But serve me right though. Today was another doomsday for me, was the release of my O level Maths result. And sadly I got c5. How embarrassing. Another one whole year with maths again. This sucks.
And I am sad.
I feel cold and confused now. My leg hurts. My stomach hurts. My brain hurts too from...
“Oh God, please bless me once again…”
“Yesterday he told me to be his and today I broke his heart. I’m sorry but...”
Nice way to end my first week of school
I love today. Today was AWESOME! I feel so happy like a small kid. So today I was like this….
After school, me, Thima and Mark went to Tamp mart’s mac also known as our usual place to study. Yes, we did study! We’re even finished up two homework. How awesome can we be!
Then, we laugh about rappist and Thima thought that rapist was rapper. There’s lots of things we laugh...
So how did it when today?
First day of school, and my face was like this….
Tired slash boring slash sick slash miserable face. What a bad way to start my first day of school. How awful. :(
Anyway I haven’t told you guys how I spend my last day of holiday. HEHEEHE.
So, I went out with Mark to buy my school books. After that it started to pour heavily. Without loosing any time just to take out the umbrella...
When you love someone you give everything without...
Panic Attack
Maybe she’s right about the, “don’t give a single space for him to have the chance to know and get close with other girls, cause you might just regret…”
Seems like what she said was true, cause it’s like kinda happening. But I can’t assume anything right now. Perhaps I should just wait. Or shouldn’t I?
December 2010
26 posts
What 'if'
I can tell she’s planning a lot of ways to get you back. So why must you be afraid if you said you’re in love with me. This just shows that you’re not sure. You’re confused between me and her.
I really don’t want the word ‘hate’ to get between you and her. I feel as though I’m the bad person for stealing you away from her. But I did not intend to...
Start Fresh 'N' Funky.
Hey hey. It’s the 1st of January 2011 baby!! Wooohooooooooo!
So how did I celebrate it? Well nothing great or anything. Me, Thima and Zilla went to Faii’s house to partaaayyy. Not exactly a party though. We just watch movie through my lappytopsie and we talked and of course took lots and lots of pictures. We’re so vain. Even Faii’s little sister come and join us. How...